Life is full of up’s and down, sometimes you are on top of the world but most of the time you will be at the lowest point in your life. As for my life, so far it’s been a rollercoster of emotions and trainwecks.
My life’s journey has made me realise that sometimes, there are things that you want but will never be yours. No matter how much you’ve worked for it, the time spent and all the money wasted, if it’s not meant to be then it will never be. The only regret I have is the time wasted to chase something that is not yours. But for sure I will never regret all the memories that was made together. It was the best thing that ever happened even if its just for a short while.
I didnt really have time to be sad, depresed, angry or any of those emotions, because I was too busy with work that I forgot about my emotions and feelings. Sure I do feel the pain but I was always preoccupied with my job and my studies that I often forget about it. Furthermore, I’ve always said to myself that if God will’s it then so be it, if she’s not the one then I am gratefull to have a friend such as her (well if she considers me as friend).
Other than that, I am very stressed out right now about work and study. I’ve been working at MAI for about 6 Month but the work load that’s been given to me is to much for me to handle. I am confident that I can manage it but given the current work condition of the office, there is no way I could do it. As for my studies, I just finished presenting 2 of my assignments today, it was fine but not my best. My next class will be on the 20th of May 2017, and it will be our last class. I can’t believe that I’ll finish my third semester this fast. It felt like just yesterday I was in my first class.
I hope to God that I could manage all of my tasks. No matter how stressed I am right now, I just have to keep moving forward because that’s life, just be gratefull about it.